Saturday, May 24, 2025

വാത്മീകിയും വോളിനിയും

 


വീടു വൃത്തിയാക്കുമ്പോൾ

അമ്മയുടെ രാമായണത്തിനിടയിൽ

വോളിനിയുടെ ഒരു ട്യൂബ്.

മനസ്സിന്റെ പിരിമുറുക്കം കുറയാൻ

അമ്മ രാമായണം വായിക്കുന്നു.

ശരീരം കടയുമ്പോൾ പേശികളിൽ

വോളിനി പുരട്ടുന്നു.

വാത്മീകിയും വോളിനിയും

കൈക്കോർത്തിരിക്കുന്നത് കണ്ടപ്പോൾ

എന്റെ മനസ്സിന്റെ മുറുക്കങ്ങൾ അയഞ്ഞു

 


പൊരുളുകൾക്കെന്താഴം !!

 

ഒരല്പം കുഴിച്ചപ്പോൾ തന്നെ

ഉറവയുണർന്നു, നീരു പൊടിഞ്ഞു.

ആദ്യം കലങ്ങി കലഹിച്ചവ പിന്നെ

പതിയെയൂറി തെളിഞ്ഞു.

കുറച്ചു കൂടിയാഴമാവാം, മുത്തശ്ശൻ പറഞ്ഞു.

നീരു തെളിഞ്ഞില്ലേ,യിനിയെന്തിതെന്ന്

എന്നിലെ അക്ഷമനായ സന്ദേഹി.

എനിക്കും നിനക്കും കോരിയെടുക്കാനിതു മതി

ഒരല്പം കൂടി കുഴിച്ചാൽ ഇനിയിതു

വഴി വരുന്നവർക്കുമൊരു കരുതലാവും

മുത്തശ്ശൻ്റെ,

സന്ദേഹമില്ലാത്ത മൊഴി

പഴമയുടെ പൊരുളുകൾക്കെന്താഴം !!

 

Sunday, May 18, 2025

ക്യാ തേങ്ങാ bunch!!! / കരിയിലയും മണ്ണാങ്കട്ടയും

    


ക്യാ തേങ്ങാ bunch!!!

 

ഞങ്ങളുടെ കാവൽക്കാരൻ മലയാളിയാണ്

പറമ്പിലെ പണിക്കാരൻ ഹിന്ദി പറയുന്ന ബംഗാളിയും

എങ്കിലും ഭാഷയുടെ അതിർവരമ്പുകളൊന്നുമില്ലാതെ അവർ സംവദിക്കും

'ഇന്നലെ ബാരിഷ് ? കാവൽക്കാരൻ ചോദിക്കും

കൽ ബഹുത് മഴ ,ബംഗാളി ഉത്തരം പറയും

' ഇന്ന് ക്യാ കാം ' സംഭാഷണം നീളും

ആജ് തേങ്ങാത്തടം ഉത്തരം ലളിതമാകും

അക്ഷരത്തിന്റെയും ലിപിയുടെയും സങ്കീർണതകളില്ലാതെ അവർ പരസ്പരം മനസ്സിലാക്കും

ഭാഷ തടസ്സമാകാത്ത അവരുടെ സൗഹൃദം കാണുമ്പോൾ ഞാനോർക്കും

ഡിഗ്രിക്കു ഇംഗ്ളിഷിനു മാർക്ക് കുറഞ്ഞതുകൊണ്ടാണ് പഠിത്തം നിർത്തിയത്

ഭാഷമോശം എന്ന് പറഞ്ഞാണ് മാസിക കവിത തിരിച്ചയച്ചത്

ക്യാ തേങ്ങാ bunch!!!


കരിയിലയും മണ്ണാങ്കട്ടയും


കാറ്റത്ത് കരിയിലയക്ക്  മണ്ണാങ്കട്ട കൂട്ട്

മഴയത്ത് മണ്ണാങ്കട്ടയ്ക്ക് കരിയിലയും

കഥ കേട്ട് ഉണ്ണിക്കുട്ടന്റെ കണ്ണുകൾ തിളങ്ങി

അതിൽ സഹൃദത്തിന്റെ സൗന്ദര്യം മിന്നി

കാറ്റും മഴയുമൊന്നിച്ചു വരുന്ന 

ദിവസങ്ങളെക്കുറിച്ച് ഉണ്ണിക്കുട്ടന്നറിയില്ലായിരുന്നു

ഇനി വന്നാലും കാറ്റത്ത് അമ്മയുടെ വിരലുണ്ടല്ലോ

മഴയത്ത് അമ്മയുടെ മാറുണ്ടല്ലോ

അമ്മയല്ല ലോകമെന്നു തിരിച്ചറിയുമ്പോഴാണ്

ഉണ്ണിക്കുട്ടന്റെ കഥകളൊക്കെ കെട്ടുപോകുന്നത്

 

 

 


Saturday, May 3, 2025

Shooting the teacher.

 


 I was just three or four years old. We were staying in a city and my maternal grandparents stayed at a village some sixty kilometers away. My cousin sister, who was elder to me, stayed at the village and I was always eager to go there since I loved my sister a lot.

Her school was just in front of our house and whenever I was there, I accompanied her to the school. The teacher never objected as I was not very naughty. She, in fact loved me, offering me chocolates, which was very rare during those days. I also had the liberty to leave the class whenever I felt bored and come back as per my wish.

My sister always amazed me with her stories and in the classroom and when she repeated what the teacher taught , I looked at her with awe. I never understood what was taught in the class. Nevertheless, I was extremely happy for being with my beloved sister.

Then it happened. One day the teacher shouted at my lovely sister. That was a huge shock for me since I had never seen the teacher shouting at anyone. I had not even seen anyone scolding my sister. I saw my sister’s eyes getting moist. Even at that age I could not tolerate it. I was extremely hurt and upset and I just hugged her to make her comfortable. I heard her silent sobs. Remotely I could feel something simmering deep within me. Though I was just four years old, an inexplicable rage was brewing from within.

Impulsively, I ran home, grabbed my toy gun and came back. I stood at the door of the classroom and shot at the teacher thrice. The teacher was taken aback for a moment, but the whole class erupted in laughter at my silly gesture. But I was still raging. It was as if I will never be at peace unless and until I took revenge to the injustice done to my sister. I don’t even mind taking weapon to protect her from any harm.

My anger subsided only when I saw my sister also laughing at my bravado. She came and gave me a tight hug. I was relieved and thus avenging the wrong doer, went back victorious, holding the gun on my shoulders.

I have always wondered what triggered that impulsive act. Was it the basic instinct to protect a fellow human being? Or is it my deep love for my sister? Can it be the primitive urge to take weapon whenever we want to avenge anyone? Was it my natural response against injustice?

Before trying to get an answer for these questions I need to describe another incident that happened later in my life.

I am almost 4 years elder than my brother. When we are young this difference of four years matters a lot. I was stronger than him and could dominate him in all ways. This advantage made me arrogant and I always found reasons to bully him and even physically overpower him.

One day we had a fight and I pushed him to a corner and started kicking him mercilessly. He could not prevent of protect himself since he was very small and weak. He cried silently and begged me to spare him. Fortunately, I felt pity and left him.

Later in life this incident always tormented me. The thought that, even after being his elder brother, I treated him so pitilessly troubled me. He was defenseless and had no other way but to suffer my atrocity. 

So, who am I really? The one who took gun to protect my sister or the one who ruthlessly kicked my brother? At the age of four when I took the gun, was the oppressor or aggressor in me being evident? If given enough power, will I again turn ruthless? If the situation warrants, will I, under the pretense of helping someone, take weapon in my hand?

Has my love for my sister drained completely?

Since then, I have spent many wonderful moments with my brother. However, I still do not have the courage to ask him whether I have improved from the tyrant I was years back.

Monday, April 28, 2025

മനസ്സിൻ്റെ ഇടവഴികൾ

 ഒരോ ഇടവഴിയും

ഒരന്വേഷണത്തിൻ്റെയടയാളമാണ്

ഇതിനുമപ്പുറമെന്തോ ഉണ്ടെന്നും

അതെന്താണെന്നറിയാനുമുള്ള

ജനതികാവേശം

ഒരിക്കലുമൊടുങ്ങാത്ത സാഹസികത

പുതിയയിടങ്ങൾ കണ്ടെത്താനുള്ള വെമ്പൽ

കാടും പടലും മാറ്റി

 വഴിത്തീർക്കാനുള്ള വ്യഗ്രത

ഇതിനപ്പുറമെന്തെന്ന അവസാനിക്കാത്ത ആരായൽ


ഇന്ന്, വിഹഗ വീക്ഷണങ്ങളിൽ

എൻ്റെ അന്വേഷണം വഴി മുട്ടി നിൽക്കുന്നു.

അടച്ചിട്ട മുറിക്കുള്ളിലിരുന്നെനിക്ക് യന്ത്രത്തിലൂടെ

കാടകവും, കടലാഴവും

ഗിരിശ്ര്യംഗവും മരുപരപ്പും കാണാം.

എനിക്ക് വെട്ടിത്തെളിക്കാൻ ഒരിടവഴിയില്ല,

കണ്ടെത്താൻ പുതിയൊരിടമില്ല.

ഇടവഴികൾ പെരുവഴികളാകുമ്പോൾ,

എത്ര നടന്നാലും തീരാത്ത

മനസ്സിൻ്റെ ഊടുവഴികളിലേക്ക്,

നിഗൂഡതകളിലേക്ക്

ഞാൻ യാത്രത്തിരിക്കുന്നു

Saturday, March 22, 2025

വീട് പണിയുമ്പോൾ



വീട് പണിയുമ്പോൾ വേണം,

കിടപ്പുമുറിക്കും തീൻ മുറിക്കുമൊപ്പം

സന്തോഷത്താലും, ദുഖത്താലും

നിശബ്ദമായി കരയാനൊരു മുറി

മുഖം മിനുക്കാനാവാത്ത

ഉള്ളു മാത്രം കാട്ടുന്ന കണ്ണാടി

ചിറകൊതുക്കുന്ന ശലഭത്തിന്

പറന്നിറങ്ങാൻ സദാ തുറന്ന ജാലകം

വേട്ടാളന് കൂട് കൂട്ടാൻ

ആരുമിരിക്കാത്ത കസേര

പരസ്പരം കുത്തി നോവിക്കാൻ

മുനകൂർത്ത വാക്കുകൾ നിറഞ്ഞ ആവനാഴി

പിന്നീട്, മുറിവുണക്കാൻ

സ്നേഹ ലേപനം വളർത്തുന്ന ഉദ്യാനം

വായിക്കാത്ത പുസ്തകങ്ങളടക്കി

വെക്കാൻ ചില്ലിട്ട കൂട്

തുലാവർഷ പെയ്ത്തിൽ

ഉള്ളിലെ കലക്കങ്ങളെല്ലാം

ഒഴിഞ്ഞൊഴുകാൻ ഒരു ചാല്

ചിതലുകേറാൻ ഒരു ചുമർ

ചിലന്തിക്ക് വലനെയ്യാൻ ഒരു മൂല

ഒരു കോണിലൊതുങ്ങാത്ത,

കരിന്തിരിയുടെ പുകയേൽക്കാത്ത

ചിത്രങ്ങളിൽ നിന്നും വിഗ്രഹങ്ങളിൽ നിന്നും

 വിമുക്തനായി തൂണിലും തുരുമ്പിലും

 നിറയുന്ന ദൈവത്തിന് ഒരുമ്മറപ്പടി

പൊട്ടിച്ചിതറിയ ഓർമകൾ

സൂക്ഷിക്കാനൊരളുക്ക്

ഇരുട്ടിൻ്റെ മറവിലെ ദ്രുത

ചുംബനത്തിനൊരു ഗോവണിച്ചുവട്

ഒടുവിൽ, വെള്ളപുതച്ചുറങ്ങാൻ

തൊടിയിൽ നട്ടുനന്നച്ചു വളർത്തിയ വാഴയില

മുഖം മൂടാൻ രക്തം ചൊരിയാത്ത മൂന്നു പിടി മണ്ണ്

കരിങ്കാക്കയായ് വന്നുണ്ണാൻ

സ്നേഹത്തിൻ്റെ തിലോദകം ചേർത്തുരുട്ടിയ

ഒരുരുള്ള ചോറ് .

Wednesday, February 26, 2025

LASSI AND PEPSI STORY


The day at the office was stressful and draining. The company had introduced a new compensation package for the employees, giving more importance to long term saving. Company was contributing a significant amount for those employees who are willing to remain with the organization for a longer period.

The employees, as you could imagine, were not happy. The new generation is not bothered about long term savings. They need a fatter “take home” package. I tried to reason out with them that even in this case they will be eventually taking these benefits home, only difference being they will get it a bit later. They were not convinced. I can’t blame them completely. They have their EMI’S and other pressures to take care of. In the age of instant gratification, a long- term benefit is not preferred.

Even I was like them, spending whatever I earned. It was some wise advice from few experts which changed my outlook. Fortunately, I realized that it is difficult for me to save from my earnings of my own. It was better for the company to do it forcefully.

So, it was with that heavy heart that I walked into the small restaurant, near our office, for lunch. My appetite was not great. I ordered something very light and just to distract myself from the official thoughts I started looking around.

That is when I noticed five old ladies sitting at a table besides me. They were all in their late seventies. They all were seriously pouring over the menu. That ignited my curiosity and against my culture I decided to sneak -peek into their conversation. Initially, it was difficult to follow them. From the bits and pieces, I realized that they all have come to collect their monthly pension from the treasury. Years back they were working together and they take this as an opportunity to meet each other every month. They come from different places, but they meet at this restaurant, have something to eat and munch on their sweet old memories. 

They spoke softly, but excitedly. There was a sense of calmness on their face at the same time they were eager. While going through the menu seriously, they were updating each other with all the happenings since they met last time.

“My son is asking me to give him the authorization to collect the pension. He is asking why I should take all these pains to travel every month”, one of them was sharing. “But he can never imagine how much I enjoy these trips. “, she concluded.

“Pension is a real savior, it puts some money in our hand and also an opportunity to see you all at least once a month”, another one chipped in.

“I used to hate when they deduct money from salary for pension. Only when I got the first pension, I realized how wrong I was”, the third person commented.

As I sat there, listening to them, their energy and vibrancy slowly spread on to me.

 By then they had gone through the menu thoroughly. I thought that by now they must have known the whole menu by-heart.

I was curious to know their selection and what they selected bowled me over. After all those laborious scanning they had selected- Lassi and Pepsi!!! Lassi I could understand, but Pepsi?! It made me more curious.

Again, there was a discussion. “We will have lassi today, my stomach is not feeling well”, someone suggested and all others agreed immediately. By then I was completely immersed in them. Their enthusiasm was so contagious that I forgot completely about my office and the discussions.

Then came one of the most positive statements I have ever heard in my life. Keeping aside the menu card one of them said,” yes, we will have lassi today and next month we will have Pepsi”. Her words fizzled out and drenched me like a fountain.

Imagine her positivity. She is so sure about them meeting next month and had also decided what they are going to have when they meet.

 Just a few hours of discussion at office had made me drained and exhausted. While these septuagenarians, having gone through all grinding of life, are so hopeful about their future and energetic to live long into the future. They are now reaping the benefits of what they sowed years ago.

Suddenly, the otherwise insipid food, felt tasty.

Then it dawned on me that now I have a beautiful story to tell my team.

I shared the story with the team and they all got related to it immediately. It became one of our favorite stories and we called it the LASSI OR PEPSI story. Whenever we got stuck between a long-term benefit and a short-term gain we remembered this story.

Later on, when my energy levels were low, I always chose and savored the lassi from the life’s menu and kept the frizzling Pepsi for the future.

Saturday, January 11, 2025

How long will you stare at your wife?

 

 

The Chairman and MD of L&T, one of the largest business conglomerates in India, shares a rather absurd and shocking view in one of his interviews. He, nonchalantly, says that he regrets he cannot make employees work even on Sundays and, to add to the absurdity, goes to the extent of asking, " how long will you stare at your wife’s face". According to him, it seems, employees should work 90 hours a week.

These provocative statements, cleverly covered under the wraps off so called, " complete dedication", and " sacrifice for the growth of the country" slogans, clearly shows a shift in our economic, cultural, moral and ethical values, where human rights are given lesser attention.

How many hours an employee should work is an ongoing debate. While we debate on this topic, we should never forget the general agreement that a person's life should be balanced between his work, leisure and personal and social relationships and responsibilities. Any decision disturbing this balance can have huge impact on the basic tapestry of life.

Let us examine these comments more closely. As per his statement, a person should work 15 hours a day, 6 days a week!!!! Consider the time for your sleep and commuting to work, you are left out with no time in a day for anything else. The question here is what are we - both as an individual and as a nation- going to gain out of this? Will it not turn the employees to a mere machines, eroding them of all their human qualities? What about the high number of women who are working? Do they also have to work for 90 hours a week? Or, are they supposed to sit at home and stare at the blank wall? Do we have to take children into consideration? There can be so many such valid questions and i leave it to the discretion of each reader to raise them and answer them.

Let us get on to the next point. He asks, " how long can a person stare at his wife". By making such a horrendous statement, is he not reducing a WIFE (and thus a WOMAN) to a lifeless object to just stare at? I suppose wife is much more than something to stare at. She is a vital link of the family and thus plays an undeniable role in holding the social fabric together. Even if someone is spending his free time to stare at his wife what is wrong in that? It is high time these highflying managers knew that the wife is not an object to just stare at, but an emotional being to share your life with. And life does not mean your job. These leaders should somewhere register in their super human mind that they are not only responsible to their company, but are equally, if not more, responsible to their family, friends and society.

Today the buzz word is " smart working" and that is not measured by the number of hours a person worked. An employee is evaluated by his efficiency. Forcing someone to work for so many hours is tantamount to slavery. Such a situation will not help the nation to move an inch forward. A business leader will become successful if he or she develops an ecosystem which can nurture and nourish the talents of his team members, rather than sucking out their energy by increasing their working hours.

Researchers have, unequivocally, confirmed that relationship is the most important element for a human being to lead a happy and meaningful life. Health experts’ emphasis on the importance of maintaining a harmonious work-life balance. The new generation, who are extremely talented and efficient, always demand flexibility. Pandemic taught us, beyond all doubts, that hybrid model of working is highly effective.

Blurting out such inhumane and impractical suggestion, while the whole world strive to create a better working atmosphere, shows either lack of fundamental wisdom, or demonstrate unwanted zealousness to prove that the person is more loyal than the company itself.

This, I feel, is another proof that many leaders at the top are still narrow minded, condescending, selfish,  misogynists to some extent and think only about their benefits. They, probably have failed to understand the aspirations and ambitions of the new generations. It is high time they learned more about compassion and human values. They should be wise enough to understand there is nothing wrong in staring at your wife and majority are capable of doing it. They should realize that many of the wives are also working and if both of them are going to spend ninety hours a week at their work then the whole system will collapse. Family is not an enterprise run for the sake of profits. It needs undivided attention of all its members. Allow the family to survive. Let the employees complete their responsibilities at work in a reasonable time, stare at their wives at home and lead a peaceful and meaningful life.